I wasnt in love before my previous boyfriend. I was infatuated at the fact that somebody wanted me even if i didnt want them back. I know i ruined at least one friendship that way. Its sad but true. Some of the guys i dated or talked to shouldve remained friends. I never thought about a future with them. They were temporary to me. Before now i had never been in a relationship for more than a month. I wasnt a slore either though. I was definitely a virgin. I didnt even tongue kiss until i got with my current boyfriend. We’ve been together almost a year and a half thats past the infatuation period. I feel like we’ll be together till he separates us.

I feel like no one understand this pain, this slight betrayal.

I think I forgot how to be her
Maybe I left her behind
This girl is kinda lost
And doesn’t use her mind
Change is for the better right?
But what about her?
I can’t remember
What mad her happy
Sad
Angry
And that girl…
She’s somewhere deep inside
( random thoughts Definitely not a poem or anything. If it was a poem it would be crap lol).

inspirem3:

That moment when you finish a book, look around, and realize that everyone is just carrying on with their lives as though you didn’t just experience emotional trauma at the hands of a paperback.

story of my life man…